By: Cian

I’m Cian, 24 years old, a bit grayish brown eye color, I am ½ Filipino, part Spanish, part Chinese and a little bit of American as well (I’m not really sure about the percentage) ,and a bisexual. I’ve been a frequent visitor in this site for quite some time now. I’ve read a lot of stories about their experiences with their older brothers and uncles and other dudes. So I decided to share my story to you guys. Hope you find it interesting. Some of the conversations here I already translated them to tagalog.

I’ve been born in a family of outgoing individuals. I and my mommy lived together with my grandparents in my mom’s side. Yun bang even though hindi kayo magkasama sa isang bubong pero yung bahay nyo eh parang isang dangkal lang yung layo. My dad works for a financial institution abroad and comes home like 2 or 3 time a year lang.We never really conformed to the norms of society. As my lolo said “As long as you’re not hurting or causing damage to someone, live your life the way you want it”. That was always the things that I heard every time na magkakagather lahat ng family ng mom’s side ko.

Growing up si mommy ko lang ang kasama ko pero close pa rin kami ng dad ko kasi palagi syang sumusulat sa amin. Nung una ngang nakabili ng cellphone ang mommy nako grabe kung makatawag si daddy halos gabi-gabi, nangungumusta about school and other stuff. Even though outgoing yung vibes ng family naming, super protective naman ang grandparents ko, para akong babae kung mapagbawalan. Bawal lumabas ng bahay after 6 pm, derecho ng bahay after school. So ayun nga nasanay ako na nasa bahay lang ako. I was an achiever during my elementary to college days. Kasi nga nasa bahay lang, almos all my books ay nabasa ko na paulit ulit.

Di ako the stereotypical masculine na lalaki na pa-macho. Yung sa akin eh parang yung malambing ba, kasi malambing kasi yung mommy at grandparents ko. First time ko ma feel na I have also the hots for the same sex was way back in 3rd grade. I have this friend na ewan ko ba first grade pa kami pero meron na talagang appeal yung bang makakatingin ka talaga sa kanya. For the kids our age he was already tall, like the ones in the higher grades, tsaka nareremember ko talaga yun na parang well defined na yung katawan nya, well kasi yung dad nya is a military and nakikita ko syang ginagaya ang dad nya whenever he’s around and exercising.

So ayun na nga, one time we were casted in a play and at that time I was casted as a prince. We were having our dress rehearsal and me and my friend were waiting for our turn, yun bang nakadungaw ka sa gilid nga stage para tingnan kung meron bang ibang tao na nanunuod. So I was first and then nasa likod ko sya, so yung position naming eh nakatuwad ako tapos sya nasa likod, mataas naman sya so dumngaw din sya pero nakatukod yung arms nya sa likod. Mabigat sya so I was pushed lower and my butt suddenly touched his crotch area. It was my first time na mapunta sa awlward na position na ganon. I dunno if that was just my imagination pero ginagalaw nya yung crotch nya and he was breathing heavily at the back of my neck. Ako eh naawkward na, I straightened myself which caused my head to hit him at the upper part of his eyelids.

Napasigaw sya at nilapitan kami ng teacher namin at pinapunta kami sa clinic para tingnan kasi malakas talaga yung pagkabunggo eh nasugatan ng slight lang naman. Sa clinic namin ay yung nag didivide lang parang manipis na cloth. Pinahiga sya ng school nurse kasi daw parang nahilo daw sya sa lakaw ng impact ako naman, ayokong bumalik sa rehaearsal so sabi ko mag stay na lang din ako. After a few minutes ay parang nagkaenergy na siya and we started to play pero nandoon parin siya sa kabilang side nang bigla akong tinawag ng school nurse para kumustahin, lumingon ako at sumagot ng medyo okay na. Nang bumalik ako ng tingin sa kanya, parang guguglatin nya ata ako, hes face was under the sheets but it was ver close to me. I know you won’t believe me kasi cliché nato pero pag harap ko saktong sakto yung lips nya sa lips ko, with only the cloth between our faces. So yun nga yung nag trigger na magkaroon ako ng feelings for boys. Sa next story ko na ishihare yung about sa amin ng friend ko instead I’m going to tell you my first time with a man, my Uncle Marco.

So time-skip to when I was 13 years old in 2nd year high school alam ko na na I have a thing for both girls and boys since pareho akong naattract sa kanila. Another thing that made me awkward during my highschool dayas was yung mukha ko di masyadong masculine. Yung merong feminine features talaga ba at yung boses ko medyo high pitched kahit di ko naman sinasadya talaga. Kaya yun minsan other people think that I’m gay. So balik tayo sa tito ko, he was my Dads close cousin and he was in his early 30s, his body was well sculpted, and his tattoos on both of his arms running through his chest was perfect in his fair complexion. Dinala sya ng dad ko sa amin para mag vacation one time tapos parang nagustuhan nya eh nagbalik na ng balik. Naging close din sya sa mga kapatid ng mom ko tapos sa grandparents ko.

One thing also that we always do is whenever someone arrives my lola always have a salo2 and kantahan since we are also a family of singers. First time ko pa lang ma meet ang uncle ko ay nag init na talaga yung mga cheekbones ko, kasi nga me Spanish blood yung father side ko eh mala European talaga ang dating ng uncle ko, yung cheekbones, height, teeth, tsaka yung boses nya, yun bang malalim na parang DJ sa midnight programs ng radio. All of my other uncles from my mom’s side ay mga pogi at hot naman pero sa kanya lang talaga ako tinamaan.Everytime na dadalaw si Uncle ay palagi nya akong wriniwrestle, parang yun na ang pastime naming kapag nandun sya. Maganda talaga yung katawan nya kasi hilig nyang mag workout. So ayun pag hihigpitan nya yung muscles nya, nag iinit talaga ako.

It was during the sem break ng nagkainuman sila ng mga uncles dahil kinabukasan ay magsisialisan silang lahat, ang maiiwan lang ay ako, yung uncle ko at yung kasambahay nila lola. They were rather wild during that time kasi parang walang katapusang case ng redhorse at boxes ng rum yung pinag-mimix nila (mestiza ata tawag dun). Ako naman ay kasama ko yung mga pinsan ko na nag vivideoke. Napapansin ko na panay tingin sa akin ng Uncle ko, yun bang kahit nahuli mon a syang nakatitig ay di parin umiiwas, yung tipong ikaw na lang ang ma-a-awkward. Nauna akong pumasok sa bahay tsaka sumunod si Mommy

Mom: Nak, dun na lang ako matutulog kina lolo’t lola mo ha?

Ako: Bakit po?

M: Maaga daw kasi alis namin mamaya eh. Ayon ng yung dalawang tito mo oh ang aga natulog para di daw hapuin sa pagdadrive.

A: Eh sino po makakasama ko dito? Natatakot po ako mag isa eh. (Medyo Malaki kasi bahay namin)

M: Yung Uncle Marco mo, sinabihan ko nan a samahan ka dito

A: ah. . . ok po.

M: Wag kang pasaway sa kanya ha 5 days kami mawawala dito

A: Hala si mommy kelan ba ako nagpasaway

M: Sundin mo lahat ng utos ng Uncle mo okay?

Biglang may pumasok

Uncle Marco: Estoy Aqui ate (I’m here ate)

M: O andito ka na pala? Tapos na ba kayo dun?

UM: Hindi pa, pero parang tinamaan na ata ako eh

M: Oh sya cge, ikaw na bahala kay Cian ha, maaga pa kami bukas eh. Alam mon a check-up ng matatanda. Dun nako matutulog sa kabila.

UM: Akong bahala ate

Tumalikod na si mommy ng tingnan ako ni Uncle Marco, yun bang parang tinatantya nya ako, tapos ngumiti sya. Nag init yung mukha ko, ewan ko ba kahit madalas naman kaming magbonding ay parang kakaiba talaga yun. Dali2 akong umakyat at pumasok sa kwarto ko ng biglang pumasok din sya

Ako: U-uncle bat andito po kayo?

UM: Sabi ng mommy mo natatakot ka raw mag isa

A: A-eh cge po tulog napo ako, meron naman pong foam at comforter sa drawer

UM: Hala sya oh, lasing ang uncle mo tapos dito mo lang patutulugin sa sahig

A: Di po kasi masyadong Malaki tong bed ko eh, tapos magalawa po ako

UM: Ano k aba okay lang yun

A: Um. . . . cge po kayo po bahala

Akmang sasampa na ako sa bed ko ng nag request syang imasahe ko daw sya kasi sumasakit yung ulo at likod nya, umupo sya sa sahig tapos ako naman ay nakaupo sa kama. He rested his head on my lap and I started to massage his forehead.

UM: That feels good, madalas ka bang nagmamasahe?

A: Si momy ko lang po at tsaka si lolo’t lola minamasahe ko

UM: So special case pala ako

A: Di naman po, di po kasi ako ang pinapamasahe nila uncle kasi gusto nila yung hard po, di kasi ako masyado malakas

UM: Ako gusto ko yung di masyadong madiin, katulad neto. Yun bang humahagod lang

He raised his head and looked at me then smiled. Ayan na naman yung smile nya. After I massaged his head I asked him to climb up to the bed para sa likod nya. He was tall so ang ginawa ko ay umupo ako sa may pwet nya para masahiin sya nang bigla nya akong hinawakan at tumihaya sya.

Nagulat ako kasi ba’t bigla syang gumanon, so now I am sitting in his crotch area. And I was no fool to feel his throbbing tool underneath my ass. As in parang ang haba ng burat nya tapos para ang laki pa. Nasa loob pa lang yun ng shorts nya pero parang his dick was pulling cheeks apart already. I think I got so red in the face that time kasi I feel very hot sa mukha ko. We stayed in that position for about a minute before he asked me if I was finished with the massage. Ako naman na parang na hypnotize, I started massaging his chest.

Ako: Ang laki pala ng . . (he interrupted me)

UM: Malaki talaga yan

Ako: nung tattoo nyo po no (Even though I have a crush on him, I was still very conscious of our position)

UM: Ah onn, alam mo meron akong tattoo sa thighs ko, gusto mo makita?

Ako: Ha? Um? (Di pa ako nakasagot ng tinulak nya ako off his groin area and stripped off his shorts, which left him with a black brief. He had a tattoo of a dragon on his thighs)

UM: Ian pa massage naman ng thighs ko

Ako: Pwede po bukas na lang po (Hindi ko alam if anong nararamdaman ko non basta ang alam ko pinag papawisan talaga ako nun)

UM: Diba sabi ng mommy mo, sundin po lahat ng sasabihin ko. (hinawakan nya yung kamay ko then he pushed it to his upper thighs brushing his pulsing dick)

Sinimulan kong imassga yung thighs nya, he was staring at me with his eyes na parang ulol, ewan ko ba basta there was something in his eyes that made me afraid. I averted my eyes and just looked down na lang. He asked me to pause for a bit and said that he wanted to change position. So nag change nga nakaupo na sya sa akama, habng ako ay nakaluhod pero nakatingin ako sa sahig ng biglang parang may pumilantik and hit me in the forehead. Napatigin ako at nakita ko na nilabas nya yung burat nya, I was in awe to what I was. I think parang 8 inches o mas mahaba pa ta yun, his dick had a darkish rosy red color, I think it’s girth was wider than my arm and its head was shiny and I saw precum starting to gush out of it.

UM: Ba’t ka huminto? (His tone started to become dominant)

Ako: Yu-yung kuan nyo po

UM: Alam ko, continue what you’re doing

So yun nga kaface to face ko yung burat nyang galit nag alit nang bigla nyang hinaplos yung mukha ko. I was starting to get hard also, his touch was sending electricity all throughout my body. Then what happened next was unexpected. Pinasok nya yung thumb nya sa bibig ko. I was about to protest but sinabi nya na.

UM: Try it at ng makatikim ka sakin ng suntok, I might also strangle you

The thought of that scared me kasi, hello, ang laki ng katawan nya tapos yung liig ko. Na! Parang stick-o lang na babaliin nya. He started to move his thumb circling my lips and he also started to insert his index to my mouth

UM: You have nice thin lips Ian. And your mouth. . It’s little. Siguradong its tight later. Suck my finger

I was still massaging his thighs and sucking his index when he grabbed my hands and wrapped it around his throbbing member

UM: Malaki ba?

Wala akong masagot kundi nod lang kasi I was starting to get afraid. I stared at his cock and I can see the veins pulsing, I can still feel that it is still growing in size. I can hear the singing stopping and the crickets are starting to get clearer and clearer. I wanted to call them but then I heard a door slamming. It’s no use already since the doors and windows of my granny’s house is soundproof.

UM: You know what Ian. I’ve always wanted to fuck you from the first time that Kuya introduced me to you. There’s something in you that excites me. Maybe it’s face or that voice of yours

Nagsimula na talaga akong matakot ng sobra kasi yung mukha ng uncle ko parang nagiging wild na, tsaka di ko maimagine in my ass that cock of his na sobrang laki.